hello to you! you may have seen me around this blog a few times
before, as cecilia and i have been close for many years, but for those of you
who haven't, i'm kandice, writer behind those who love. i write about my one year old daughter, my tall bearded
husband, and the simple, thoughtful life we strive to live each day as well as
all of the things we do and enjoy as a young family of three.
when cecilia asked me to recount my favorite moment from my first
week as a new mother, i immediately knew just the one i wanted to share. in
fact, i still lie in bed, watching as my little lady sleeps soundly, dreaming
back to this one quiet morning in the hospital a little over a year and a half
ago.
after giving birth to natalie and two long, peaceful (and
altogether blissful) days in the hospital, i awoke to the soft cries of my
hungry baby. i remember looking over at sean and seeing him in the dim warm
light, fast asleep on the long chair next to my bed, so tired from staying up
late with natalie and throughout the day for all of our visitors. while he was
awake tending to those things, i was able to sleep when i found it
necessary so i was careful not to wake him as i turned toward natalie.
she was so small with such wide eyes and puffy cheeks. her skin
was a dark, cherry red and her hair looked black. she was calm, despite her
morning hunger. i remember feeling so much joy lying next to her. she was
finally here and more beautiful than i ever anticipated.
breastfeeding was hard for the first couple of days so i was
happily surprised to find that, for this perfect hour or two when i was all
alone with her for the first time, it clicked... it really clicked. i held her,
stared, and smelled her brand new smell while she slowly ate. i was so close to
tears the entirety of our special time together, feeling so blessed to have her
and, of course, her daddy in that small room with me. within those moments, the
world had stopped for us.
after she finished, we had a few more uninterrupted moments
together as i burped her. we stared at one another for the longest time and
every now and again she would give me the slightest of smiles. i was so excited
to take her home and ready to start this new, exciting life with her.
i'm incredibly excited for cecilia and daryl, as well as the rest
of their family. zaden eliot has entered this world, welcomed by so many who
love and adore him. he's perfect.
great moment, great post!
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kandice, this is beautiful. what a sweet moment. thank you so much for sharing that.
ReplyDeleteThat is such a sweet moment!
ReplyDeletexo,
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So sweet. Those quiet moments with a new baby are some of the most amazing experiences.
ReplyDeleteyour baby is a cuties, glad you had a safe delivery:) congrats
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Such a beautiful story! :)
ReplyDeletethank you for prompting me to share ♥
ReplyDeletelovely kandice! those moments are so special. i remember back when i shared similar moments with my children. those are memories to hold on to forever.
ReplyDeletecongrats cecilia! you have just embarked on the most amazing journey of your life ;)
I loved it when it clicked too! It was SO hard the first bit, it hurt so bad!
ReplyDeleteThis is lovely.
Ohhh nice share! So nice of Cecilia to allow this as well. I'm sure your kids love you and Cecilia's baby will do the same. :) Wonderful hearts you two have. :)
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