Lately I've felt no desire whatsoever to blog. I would be lying if I said that the thought of deleting this blog hasn't crossed my mind more than once. Whenever I have a free minute while Zaden is napping next to me I decide I would much rather turn on netflix or finally get in the habit of keeping our bedroom clean and folding that dreaded basket of clean laundry. However, every day that passes by that I don't photograph or record Zaden I go to bed with a feeling of regret. He is growing up so fast and I want to document and cherish every second. I look back at photos that I haven't posted like these ones and I wonder why. It only took 15 minutes of my free time to edit the photos and to start this mess of a post. I want to learn how to photograph better. I want to take more videos of Zaden and our family. I'm hoping that I can get into the habit of pulling out my camera and actually posting photos relatively quickly like I used to. It takes a couple of weeks to form a habit and hopefully I can get back into the swing of this blogging thing. I've made so many great friends through blogging and instagram and I want to thank those of you who are still reading and taking interest in my little family.